TESTIMONY OF FABIENNE GUERRERO: I Was in Hell - “My illumination of conscience”

The peace of Jesus be with you!

Beloved brothers and sisters, I come to witness today that Christ brought me back to life. My parents had me baptised a few days after my birth. I followed all the catechism classes and I made my First Communion.

My mother, a holy woman, taught me to pray every night. However, after 
my communion, I no longer attended the Catholic Church until 1996, on which date Jesus came to save me. I was 32 years old.

I will tell you a bit about the life that I led all those years, far from Jesus. As soon as I turned 15, my life took a reversal. I began to smoke, frequented

filthy bars, participated in card readings, practiced numerology, wrote to

astrologers. When I finished my school studies, I spent all the week-ends in

discotheques smoking hashish, drinking alcohol; I wore mini-skirts and designer clothes and, without guilty feelings, I frolicked with the men I met. I was searching for Love with a capital L.

Satan was keeping me bound and prevented me from turning towards the love of Christ. He blinded me with what men could give me: pleasure of the flesh, money, well-being and the world. I was under his hellish bindings, but I needed somebody to take much care of me yet I wanted to die without love.

I was suicidal and self-destructive after having sustained much wickedness in

my youth and Satan, in his cruelty, poisoned my painful wounds.

It was during an evening in a nightclub that I met a man and, at the end of a

few months, we decided to live common law. I did not know that if I had

sexual relations while I was not married in the Church that my soul was

uniting with impure spirits. At the end of 5 years, I left him and I moved to

another city in which I made the acquaintance of an astrologer and a Rosicrucian of AMORC.

The astrologer proposed that I have my karmic astrological theme done and 
I accepted! She explained to me that it consisted of studying my astrological

theme based on my previous lives and studying my karma!

Sometime later I went to a spirit centre to listen to the teachings of a guru

whom I found in a book that I studied, named « The Gospel According to

Spiritism » by Allan Kardec.

One day this guru proposed to those who wished to participate, on Wednesday evening, in live seances of spiritism and due to my innocence, I accepted. And there, I began to see mediums who entered trances, who received messages from so-called Curate of Ars, Saint Theresa of the Child Jesus or still the Mother of God, even sometimes The Lord Jesus-Christ plus extra terrestrials! Had I known that these were fallen spirits that delivered these messages, I would have left this spirit centre right away.

And then, one Wednesday evening, the guru proposed to those who wished 
it, have a great cleansing of the soul!

I suffered greatly in my interior, but at that moment, I did not know that it

consisted of accumulated sins that were oppressing me. I thought that this

interior suffering was due to the karma that I would have accumulated in my

so called previous lives since I believed in reincarnation.

Believing that the guru had the power to free me of my previous lives, I

accepted his proposal and sat next to him. He was serving the demon and,

by accepting to give myself to his power, I allowed the demon to take

possession of me.

The evil spirits had penetrated me because of my errant ways: card reading,

pendulum, astrology, horoscope, palm reading, initiation to yoga, adoration   of Buddha, esoteric meditation, opening to chakras, chi gong, etc....

The guru had laid his hand on two of my chakras with the powers he acquired

from the demon. The chakra of the heart and the chakra of the third eye!

Then he told me that he had transmitted light to me. But unfortunaltely, it

was the light of God's enemy.

Then, I went home and began to feel ill. At the next spirit seance, I lived

through a very difficult experience. The kundalini arose.

The kundalini is a powerful energy lodged in the sacrum bone at the base of

the back. When it is aroused, it climbs along the spine and works its way

from (chakra) center to center right up to the coronary chakra located above

the head.

During this experience, I had the impression that I was raptured to heaven

such was the power of this energy.

What I had not understood at that moment was that by the practicing of 
yoga and of the kundalini, I gave power to Satan to enter into me and lead me from the interior. I did not know that the practice of yoga could open the door of my soul to evil spiritual entities. Yoga is not a simple practice. It belongs to a true religion from which it is hard to separate oneself. It made me adore divinities that had spiritual functions. I learned from a priest who is

knowledgeable on these questions, that yoga is a Hindu practice that unites

the temporal me « JIVA » to « BRAHMAN » the infinite, the Hindu conception

of God.

This god is presented as an impersonal spiritual substance. It is not Jesus-

Christ, the personal God of Revelation. By invoking strange deities that do

not exist, I risk in reality to enter into contact with demons and submit 
myself to them. I then realised that by practicing yoga, I was adoring a god other than the Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit and consequently, I was breaking God's first commandment: «You shall not have gods other than

Me. »

So, feeling more and more sick, I decided to abandon these techniques and

since I opened myself to the chakras, I was between life and death for many

long months and if I am alive today, I can say thank you to Jesus.

My thirst for knowledge not being quenched yet, I joined the Rosicrusians

AMORC and I quickly began to receive small booklets for study.

In this Order I studied different things such as the psychic body of man, stellar travelling, human aura, chakras, vocal sounds, mantras...

Throughout these studies, I sought to know and understand the god of my

heart that we called « The Cosmic One ». But I understood nothing of this

false god and its energies. Imagine what kind of love relationship I had with

that god! None! No loving heart to heart as I can now live out with Jesus of

love in the Eucharist.

In my research into New Age that does not come from God, I practiced

magnetism, telepathy, pendulum, all kinds of magic, hypnosis, New Age

breathing, aura reading, all forms of healing through energies, crystals, music

and colours , meditations on New Age music and reiki which the bishops of

the USA warned against. In my body I experienced that Satan had placed his

energy within me with his power and I began to tremble.

In the Rosicrucian Order, I met a man who was alone for many years 
because his wife had left him for another man. A few months later, we decided to get a civil marriage. We could not get married in the Catholic Church because he had previously received the sacrament of marriage.

And here comes a blast of grace! While looking at a poster of the Sacred

Heart of Jesus, I heard His voice that said to me: « My holy wounds will save

you »! The wounds of His painful Passion. Soon after, during a pilgrimage to

Medjugorje, I accepted to be reinstated in the Catholic Church. Here I am, so little, bearing my great misery before the Blessed Sacrament that was

exposed, the real presence of the living Jesus, body, blood, soul and divinity.

Upon my return to France, God gave me a first supernatural experience in 
the midst of which He asked me to do penance.

He showed me my soul enclosed inside the Beast that had the head of a Lion

as described in the Apocalypse. I saw the demons that surrounded me and

were ready to take me with them to the place of darkness. These demons

were linked to each other in my sins.

When I began to scan more deeply into my soul, I saw myself as a hyena 
as I descended in the abyss, into the crater of fire, blaspheming and feeling hate towards God like the damned. The state of my soul was the consequence of my disobedient acts towards the Law of God and Satan told me in his fury: « I condemned you to the punishment of hell ». I did not know that Satan was

burning in hell and wanted everybody to burn with him. His hatred had

penetrated me. I saw how Satan and his fallen angels with the damned were

attacking souls at the level of their heart and their brain so as to destroy

them. The worst is that I heard my soul saying: Satan, I love you! It was

truly horrible! I was a rotting demon!

You know, I was a worldly woman, seductress, courtesan and dominatrix. I

would say that I was a liberated woman but in fact I was chained to Lucifer.

My rebellion had begun while listening to rock music, the Beatles, ACDC and

the spirits of this evil music had entered in me... and I said everywhere:

« Peace and love ». I used these words with some of my hippie friends. My

interior rebellion led me to be in favour of homosexuality, divorce, living

common law, abortion.

At that moment, I had not been made conscious that I was a great persecutor of the law of Christ, but you know that I was bound by the abyss and I could not react otherwise. It is Satan's light, which is nothing other than darkness, that lived within me. If my mother had not prayed a lot and had not made sacrifices for my soul, at this time I would always be blinded by the light of Lucifer. Fasting and prayer helped me a lot.

Then I heard the enemy of God speak to the Blessed Virgin whom he fears

terribly. Speaking about souls he said: « I hold them all, I will have them all»

and I also heard that he holds many priests (because they do not do penance

and no longer pray). If the demon succeeds in damning a priest with a

woman, he then rejoices because during that time, the priest no longer

accomplishes his duty which is to save souls. Woe to these women who turn

priests away from their vocation! They are already under God's justice and

the torments of hell await them if they do not repent! If you only knew how

the Blessed Virgin sheds tears because she sees the Beast engulf more and

more souls. So she sheds many tears of blood.

Satan condemns souls through love of the world, money, the flesh and New

Age. If you only knew the hatred he has towards each one of us and towards

God and priests, it is terrible. God revealed to me: « Reverence my priests ».

Priests are the apple of the eye of Jesus. Without priests, nobody could get 
to heaven as it is they only who give us the sacraments which open the Life of

Christ within us and grant us His forgiveness.

After these moments of intense horror, Jesus pulled me from the abyss by

taking me to Him and I felt His power take me out of this state of darkness, in which I was terrified of everything.

God, in His great goodness, consoled me and told me with great charity:

« You are Mine ». 'Think of Me only', 'Think of loving Me only', « I will heal

you ». « You bathe in My Blood » 'I created you with My Hands'. 'Give Me

great love and sin no more'. 'No longer sell your soul to the devil' 'No longer

betray Me' 'I am your only master'. 'I am the Way, the Truth and the Life'. 'No longer remain far from Me'. 'Listen to My word, observe My commandments,   observe My sabbaths, it is to say the Day of The Lord'.

As for the commandments of God, I knew that there were ten but no more

than that. So I took the Bible, I read about them and after getting to know

them, I discovered that since the age of fifteen I had been living in the state

of very grave sin and some of these were mortal sins. Then Jesus told me:

« Defend My law ». And it is what I have been doing since 1996. In order to

serve Him well, the Holy Spirit told me that He gave me the charism of Truth!

Then, I went back to the one to whom I was to be wed and explained to him

that we had to live in chastity until the civil wedding. A few months went by

and we got married at the town hall. Two days after the wedding, I left the

wedding chamber because Jesus came to remove me by telling me: « Obey

Me ». « I ask for reparation; your sin offended Me ». « Submit to Me My

Daughter ». and He showed me the demons to whom I was bonded because

of my sin of adultery.

Imagine my despair! It was impossible for me to think that I could live without a man. I needed to be protected... I had just married so as to begin a home and a family but God told me at that moment that it was forbidden to procreate because I did not receive the sacrament of marriage.

The following morning I looked for a priest confessor who received me

charitably and I explained what God was asking of me. The priest confirmed

that we had to live as brother and sister and he added that I could receive

communion only if I lived in chastity. Then he explained that divorce does not

dissolve Church marriage and that my husband remained married before God

to his lawful wife till death do them part, even if she had rebuilt her life (now

living with another person). What God has bound, man cannot separate!

I know very well that God will demand accounts from this woman. God told

me that He cries over unfaithful women. This woman who left her husband

will be told by God during her particular judgement: « Woman, what have you done with your husband? » Had she prayed to God, He would have had them reconcile, but her heart was hardened. You know that if a woman does not forgive her husband or leaves him, her soul is in the abyss. However, the

Church does allow for bodily separation, but not divorce.

Brothers and sisters, who are we to not forgive while God forgave his

executioners from the Cross? How do you expect to be reunited with your

enemies in heaven if, on earth, you do not love them? You know, God told

me: « If you want Me to forgive you, forgive others, as He taught us in the

prayer 'Our Father' ». And I was truly liberated when I forgave everybody,

when I had masses celebrated for my persecutors, when I prayed for those

who injured me...

After leaving the priest, back at home, I began to feel much distress because

I had to speak to my husband who had become my brother in just a few hours and who accepted the situation with much difficulty, but he accepted it anyway because the salvation of his soul was at stake.

I then explained to him that I was going to leave the Rosicrucian Order AMORC.

Convinced that I was on a deep erroneous path, I began to tear up into small

pieces all the books by Rosicrucian authors, all the books on numerology,

palm reading, card reading, books on spiritism by Allan Kardec and Leon

Denis and the New Age books such as those by H. Blavatsky or A. Bailey or

still those about occult sciences. I got rid of them because as long as they

remained at my place, the demons lived there as well. Once the Blessed

Virgin was enthroned at home, calm returned to my household. I replaced all

my old books with books such as the Bible, the Catechism of the Catholic

Church, the Lives of Saints, the Revelations of Souls in Purgatory, the Saints

of the Catholic Church and I was very moved.

I experienced great interior suffering because of my numerous sins. I began,

moved by the Holy Spirit, to have masses celebrated for my soul in order to

regain peace. During the celebration of these masses, the Holy Spirit would

again awaken my conscience to all the sins I committed since my childhood .

When I decided to go and see a priest, the devil who was furious told me: «

Go to hell ». So I rushed to the church and the devil pursued me, saying: «

You are forgiven, you are forgiven ».

But I knew very well that if I confessed directly to God without going through

the priest, I could never enter heaven and I knew that if I did not enter the

confessional, I would not be freed of my sins by the Church , the only one

that has this power. So I held firm. The demon left me and the priest

received me with great charity but he was lightly surprised to see that I had

in my hand sheets of paper on which I noted all my sins. I had written them

so as to not forget them.

Then I began to recite my sins without looking the priest in the eyes because

I was very ashamed at that moment. I did not yet know that Jesus was

present in the priest so as to take me in His arms and wash me in His precious Blood. So I buried my head in my papers and I read from my notes.

I confessed all about which I have spoken to you (civil marriage, common

law, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, belief in reincarnation, New Age...) and I added,

speaking softly: « I committed many sins of the flesh: I took the pill, I wore

mini-skirts and made men sin with their gazing, I had words and thoughts

that were impure and uncharitable, I did not go to mass on Sunday, I led a

friend to have an abortion in a clinic, I committed many sins of gluttony, I did

not pray, I did not share with the poor, I had many idols who were artists and pop stars, I saw X-rated films, scary films, I read evil books, and I also added all the capital sins that I committed such as pride, greed, envy, anger, lust, gluttony, sloth. »

The priest listened to me with patience and charity and since then, I have

been going to confession regularly.

I then went before the tabernacle for my penance and there Jesus told me

with all His Fatherly Love: « Your sin is erased ». What a grace!

Yes, brothers and sisters, Jesus erased my sins. My troubles, He consumed

them. My weakness, He sustained it as long as I remain very poor in my

interior.

After the many receptions of the sacrament of reconciliation, I met many

priests who administered prayers of exorcism over my esoteric studies and I

often received the sacrament of healing as I was in a critical state due to my

opening to chakras and the action of Satan who had destroyed my interior.

The various sacraments helped me to heal and I was so much attracted to

Jesus that I would spend my afternoons close to the tabernacle in a church.

During these times, I began to make the Stations of the Cross every day for

the release of souls in purgatory. God asked me to continue this work of mercy and He explained that purgatory is His Mercy and hell His Justice and understood that many souls were lost. So I told God: « But it is You Lord who condemned these souls that are in hell? » and He answered: «The souls

condemned themselves ». As the apostle James said in his epistles: « It is

our sin that tempts us, not God ».

God does not condemn, He leaves the soul free to love Him or to love Satan!

God is Love!

So I told myself that I would consecrate my life to praying for the salvation of

all the souls. Jesus encouraged me to do so. One day He told me at 15 hours

(3.00 p.m.). « Implore my mercy on the souls. Pray to Me through my

Passion ». And as I suffered, knowing that many of my friends were far from

the Church, Jesus told me: « Never cease praying to Me for them » and I

assure you that I will never cease praying because I love them and because I

know the suffering of the souls in hell since I had lived that for a brief instant

myself.

For two years, I spent all my afternoons near Jesus in a church close to my

home and at night I would return home to the gentleman with whom I was

living: we lived together as brother and sister.

Then one day, while listening to a tape on the life of Saint Francis of Assisi, I

was deeply touched by his extreme poverty.

With my first spiritual father, a Dominican priest, we decided that I would

leave home; that I would divorce since my marriage was not one before God,

so that I could proceed with the Catholic Church and so I entered the Clarist

Order of Sisters; I was cloistered. It was a time of grace. At the end of

fifteen months, I left the monastery and I answered God's call who asked me

to serve Him and to witness to His Mercy.

With great charity, Jesus asked me to offer my life to Him and before such

great love I accepted as heaven was asking me to refuse nothing to God.

For lodging, I returned to my parents' and I began to work with many editors

at recording conferences that I gave on the Holy Spirit, on the souls in purgatory, on the apparitions recognised by the Catholic Church, on the

dangers of New Age, on the Eucharist, on the lives of saints, on the message of Merciful Jesus to Saint Faustina.

You surely know the words of Merciful Jesus:

I am offering people a vessel with which they are to keep coming for graces

to the fountain of mercy. That vessel is this image with the signature:

« Jesus, I trust in You. » (PD 327) 

« By means of the Image I shall be granting many graces to souls; so let every soul have access to it » (PD 570)

« I promise that the soul that will venerate this image will not perish. I also

promise victory over its enemies already here on earth, especially at the hour

of death. I Myself will defend it as My own glory. » (PD 48)

« The two rays denote Blood and Water. The pale ray stands for the Water

which makes souls rigtheous. The red ray stands for the Blood which is the

life of souls... These two rays issued forth from the very depth of My Mercy

when My agonized Heart was opened by a lance on the Cross .» (PD 299)

Personally, I try to recite the Divine Mercy chaplet every day at 15 hours

(3.00 p.m.) because Jesus promised this: « Even if there was a siner most

hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace

from my Infinite Mercy. » (PD 687)

He also said: « It pleases Me to grant everything they ask of Me by saying the chaplet (PD 1541) if what you ask for is compatible with My Will (PD 1731) ».

During a conference on the Divine Mercy, I met a man who had never married.

Quickly, we got engaged at the church and remained chaste but two months

before the wedding, we separated because it was not the person that I

needed. God had told me beforehand, twice « I want you body and soul »,

but you know, I resisted Him a lot before surrendering to His Divine Will! He

also said to me: « Let Me decide your eternal salvation ». So I let the Divine

Mercy direct my soul so as to save it, but because of my own free will, I was

once again heading toward the eternal fires of hell. I therefore submitted to

God in agreement with my spiritual father. The Blessed Virgin invited me to

no longer leave a place for man in my heart and so I took a vow of chastity,

heart to heart with Jesus of Love, before the Blessed Sacrament exposed.

And here it is that God gave me another mystical experience!

My soul found itself in a deserted place. I was on some kind of a platform and

there was a path.

I advanced on that path and found myself before a sea of fire in which there

were souls. I saw a hole with a crackling fire inside. There were a lot of

flames. And then I found myself in a dark place dangling on a wall while

great streams of light beamed down from heaven.

The damned were angry and very threatening when I was looking at them

and they told me: « We hate you. » Their hate burned me and their disdain

wounded my heart.

Upon his death, the guru who had opened the chakras descended into this

place of darkness. His soul was lost for eternity, because he refused Jesus.

He freely wanted to remain in his pride and he did not regret his faults. So

God abandoned him to himself. God flees proud souls. He told me that He

loves little souls, humble souls!

God showed me that the soul of the guru that was damned by God for having much offended Him without repenting, was working in my soul to tempt me every second. I hear him and Satan cry when they cannot get to make me

yield to the temptations that they continually send me for the loss of my soul.

He does everything to damn me. The Blessed Virgin told me that I had to

resist the diabolical suggestions to which I have often yielded. It is thanks to

the sacrament of confession that I can still be in His mercy.

I have nothing against this damned soul for enticing me into temptations

because I know very well that it is the duty of all the souls that are damned.

They want to know nothing, neither about us nor about God! They would

change neither their sufferings nor their pain in order to go to heaven! Their

mission is hatred, destruction, lack of love. It is a torment that will never

end. It is a devouring fire that devours their entrails. But they are damned

by God because they did not want to love Him. They drag all the souls that

they can into this place where hatred, destruction are always present!

Everything is but bitterness and their mission is to destroy the souls. You know, if God had allowed a thorn in my flesh as for Saint Paul, it is so that I will fight and become a saint. His grace is sufficient to me!

I noticed that there are certain souls on this earth in the state of darkness, I

had warned them to repent but they did not. And while alive, some mocked

what I told them. So, God in a strong tone, told me: « No longer bother with

them » and I understood how they will confront the Justice of God at the

moment of their judgement. And that is what went on!

Above me, there was purgatory, the flames were very high. The souls that

were in this state of purification are united to the Divine Will. Their greatest

suffering is to not yet be able to see God face to face. They saw Him during

their particular judgement, in a light that is not yet that of heaven and so

they kept a nostalgia for God, but they do not want to appear before Him with

their stains. They are being purified and repair what they did not repair when

on earth and many of them learn to love.

I prayed for them and in turn, they prayed for the wretched person that I am

and together, as a communion of saints, we helped each other to obtain more light so as to move closer to God without fear and without blemish. And Jesus said to me: « I want you to be closer to Me », then He added:

« Continue your work of mercy » (by praying for them). The souls in

purgatory have become my beloved sisters, but I do not speak to them because God does not allow it. I simply pray for them to help me in my mission of evangelization.

I saw many white steps that I quickly climbed and when I arrived at the top

of this big white staircase, a man dressed in red opened the door to me and

then he withdrew. I immediately entered an ocean of peace where I strongly

felt the presence of God the Father. He was the Source. It was a benevolent

Father, filled with love and peace. His presence flooded this ocean of peace.

God the Father is very gentle and very loving and He told me without my

being able to see Him: « I am a Father full of love for My children ».

Myself, who believed that God was only a whipping father, I finally became

conscious of His great holiness and even if God is Love, Mercy and Justice, His greatest attribute remains that of Mercy and He told me: « God is above all a Father ». So I call Him « Father Love », « Dear Father » and I threw myself in His arms of love. And then I followed the path of spiritual childhood. 

God thinks only of healing us and binding our wounds. God is Love as the apostle Saint John taught it.

I then saw Jesus in heaven surrounded with a golden light. It was very

beautiful. My soul felt a great peace and a great desire to come close to Him.

I would have liked to remain near the Son of God, I felt so good. Jesus asked

me to cry with Him for the poor sinners. He told me with great compassion:

« Cry My daughter for the salvation of the souls ».

In this spiritual experience, I carried within me all the sins that I had not yet

confessed, which made me suffer a lot. To mitigate this, I confess every

week so that I will not have to confront them at the particular judgement of

my soul at the hour of my death.

God opened my interior and made me see that before I returned to Him, I was refusing His Mercy, my heart was hardened and He told me: « I cannot enter a heart that is hard and proud ». He made me see all the thoughts that were not in His Love, all my participation in evil, all my evil feelings, my criticisms   and judgements about others and He told me: « Keep yourself from judging   somebody. Do not accuse them. » You know, I used to accuse everybody. Then He told me: « Do not judge them ». I assure you that I was an expert in the field.

It was the wounds of life that had made me bitter toward my brothers and

sisters and God made me see that I was not better than Judas! So He told

me: « You have to love », and it is only after sixteen years of continued

suffering and persecutions that Jesus transformed my demoniac soul into an

apostle for His glory and He asked me to imitate Him and to do like Saint Paul

by travelling like him.

I was often afraid of persecutions. So God told me: « Keep away from fear! »

It is true that all my enemies were crushed at the feet of Christ. Every time I

go to a different country, the Holy Spirit takes all my fears and all my anguish, so much so that I feel nothing but peace, the Peace of Christ!

When God opened my interior, I saw and relived all the evil I had done to my

neighbour and I have suffered much.

So I cried out to God and told Him: « Jesus, have mercy on me. Have mercy

on the great sinner that I am », and He answered me: « You are My Joy »

and I told Him: « All the people that I caused to stumble in my life, from now

on, I will pray for them and have masses celebrated so that one day we will be reunited in paradise ». And so there, like Zaccheus, salvation entered my soul!

I then gave Jesus of love all my bad choices and their consequences and He

Himself came to repair my own errors of the road of life with His graces and His love. God is Love with a capital L. You know, human love is but a pale

reflection of Divine Love, just like human tenderness is but a pale reflection of

Divine Tenderness. And I again called to Him by telling Him: «Heal me Jesus,

heal me, Father of love ».

And to say that I was telling Jesus that He did not love me enough!

Immediately He answered: « You cannot imagine to what extent I love you. I

call you to Holiness, I call you to love Me! Meditate on My Passion! » And

there, I finally understood all His Love and while reading the writings of Saint

Bridget, I learned that He had endured 5480 beatings during His painful

Passion! What love of the creator for His creature.

It is the Blessed Virgin who greatly helped me to get closer to God. One of the first times that she spoke to me, she told me: « My Son died because of

your sins » and then she told me: « You do not love the Cross enough ». then she taught me to accept martyrdom, she taught me silence, surrender, and formed me for my spiritual life. I thank her also because she freed me from all the demons that oppressed me while praying the rosary.

I made a covenant with the Blessed Virgin during a mass and that is why in

Her honour I wear a ring on my finger and in addition to my consecration to

the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I freely donned the scapular of Our Lady of

Mount Carmel, and through her grace the Blessed Virgin Mary protects me

from many dangers.

I who, through esoterism, have known a cosmic god, and an energy god, can testify that it is in the Catholic Church that I met a God of tenderness, a God whose heart melts with love for each one of us. I who believed that the Church is an old institution with rigorous dogmas, I also believe that the Church is Holy and is Love with a capital L and that without the priests, I

could not enter heaven. So the Catholic Church has become like a benevolent

mother to me and I understood all the Love of Jesus who placed its

foundation on Peter, the first Pope, and when I looked at Pope Francis, I saw

in him all the Love of Christ for his children. I saw in him the Love of a Father

and I began to love the Church very much and to pray for it and its consecrated ones.

Many times Jesus of Love made me learn the depth of His heart into which I

had been transported in order to rest in His exquisite tenderness and His

unequaled sweetness.

To thank Jesus for His goodness, I recite the rosary daily because He   promised me that through the prayer of the rosary, He would save me and He

added: « I pray for your liberation » and I understood that God was in me to

fight against the power of the serpent. I also pray the chaplet of Saint Michael the Archangel to the 9 choirs of angels, and finish my day of prayers by reciting often this small fruitful prayer that is an act of love: « Jesus, Mary

I love you, save souls ». God promised Sister Consolata Bretone that each

time we recite this prayer from the heart « JESUS, MARY, I LOVE YOU, SAVE

SOULS » a soul is saved for eternity.

You know, I told Jesus: « I give you my 'Yes' because I would so much like

for all the souls to know Your burning heart with love. I give You all my past

choices and their consequences so that You, The Love, can burn them in Your

Fire of tenderness and in the flames of Your Mercy ».

I have experienced the sweetnes of the Heart of Jesus by receiving

communion of the Body of Christ.

Since I know the importance of Holy Mass, I participate in it every day and I

have great respect for the ministers of God to whom this greatest power has

been given with the sacrament of Ordination...! Their hands are purified by

the Light of God even before transsubstantiation occurs.

Jesus, the Son of God, is really present in the Sacred Host, and it is only in

Heaven that we will understand this miracle...

The Eucharist is the fastest way to come to Jesus...

No one in Heaven is as close to Jesus as we are, when we receive Him within

us...

Brothers and sisters, we have Heaven before us, all of Heaven is contained in

that small piece of Bread...

« ...Whoever nourishes oneself with the Body and Blood of Christ, is fed with

the fullness of the Supreme Being and becomes a reflection of Him. The

beauty of such a soul ravishes the angels of Heaven who marvel at the

Almighty Power of the Most High and of His Love for the souls... »

... The soul that receives Jesus radiates in itself His Love and His Light.

... The Eucharist is Supreme Magnificence, Grace of graces, Gift of the gifts of

Heaven. We can also contemplate this explanatory word of the Curate of Ars

who tells us:

« The soul that receives communion regularly with the Body of Christ, upon

its entry into Heaven, God the Father cannot refuse to greet it because He

sees in it the Face of His Son ».

« Let us profit of these graces that the Father grants us, they are our halo of

Holiness... »

Jesus wishes to fill our hearts that thirst, for Happiness... Joy... Peace... He

takes pleasure in the souls enamoured with The Love... Jesus is in those

souls. They are His during that brief moment of adoration... In the Eucharist,

the souls belong to Jesus and will remain so...

« Jesus is the Whole One who offers Himself to the world. He gives Himself

fully so that we can receive Him fully... »

By receiving Him in oneself, we receive the Sacred One, the Son of God who

died and resurrected.

As says Saint Francis of Assisi: « Keep for yourself nothing of yourself, so that

you can receive in His entirety The One who gave Himself to you entirely »

Let us often desire to have Jesus; the Eucharist is a marvelous gift of Heaven, Jesus is the food for our soul.

We grow in perfection because Jesus is perfection itself. Christ wants us to

become a living icon of Himself. That is what happens in a diligent soul; never has a creature on earth been so close to God as in the Holy Eucharist.

When we receive the Holy Eucharist, something happens in our body and in

our soul, like a dazzlement of our entire being which little by little divinizes

our human nature.

During this space of time, we become perfect because God is in us and we

are in Him.

After every Eucharist, let us pray that its effects will multiply and be

prolonged in us eternally. Thus, God can more rapidly establish His

permanent home in our heart.

Here is, dear brothers and sisters, the testimony of a poor soul, very weak,

very miserable, that God consecrated in order to serve Him, glorify Him and

honour Him and to not serve and glorify myself.

I never learned theology, but the Spirit of God taught me and told me:

« Awaken your brothers ».

So I witness in and out of season for many years in many countries and

islands where I am invited, with the help of my guardian angel.

Since I have known what hell is and its tortures and since I have lived it in my

soul, I wish the salvation of all the souls, without exception, for the good ones and evil ones for whom I have masses celebrated,and for whom I pray and fast. God asked me to make many sacrifices for my brothers and sisters of love and to cry with Him for their salvation.

When I will appear before God for my particular judgement of my soul, I will

have to answer for the conversion of the souls that I have encountered during my evangelization throughout the world. These souls, by the thousands, have been called by God, from country to country, to come and listen to my

testimony and if you are there today, it is that we will be reunited in heaven

some day.

Dear brothers and sisters, you will all, at the hour of your death, appear

before God for your judgement. That is why my testimony will help you to

gain more light.

God's Mercy can change all the hearts. You know, my heart was sick and God healed it. I told Him: « Lord Jesus, my Saviour and my God, I want to live my purgatory on earth so that, at my death, You will take me into Your Sacred Heart ».

So let us have faith and tell Jesus: « Jesus, I trust in You ». If God healed the

world's greatest sinner that I am, then everybody can be saved. No sin will

exhaust the great Mercy of God and the more we draw from it, the more it

swells. The greater the sinner, the more he has the right to God's Mercy!

I have written five booklets about my conversion that have been approved by the Catholic Church (imprimatur and nihil obstat). You can read them on my

website.

This, dear friends is the testimony of a miserable soul that knows it is loved

by God and that has become the spouse of Christ through the total gift of her

life. I travel throughout the world for the greater glory of Jesus because He

asked me to do so! And even if I do not feel like traveling, I do it for love of

Him who offered His life for me and who invited me to imitate Him and to

travel through the world as did Saint Paul.

Do you know why Christ chose me to be a witness of His Mercy? Because on

earth, He did not find a greater and more miserable sinner that me. I was a

hypocrite, liar, envious... But Christ called me to go around the world for the

salvation of souls! That is why He healed me so as to glorify Him and He

called me to make Him be loved, by me, so greatly wounded by life!

Dear brothers and sisters, I love as Jesus loves you... to distraction and I

need your love. Help Jesus because He suffers greatly and He cries for the

world.

Praised be Jesus-Christ and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

Fabienne

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